Glambition

Resentment

I remember this one time,my friend and I were heading to lunch,as I was driving I decided to play my favourite Beyonce album of all times,Bday. Then we played a track called “resentment”,the silence in the car while the song was playing....we only had *sigh* moments because we couldn’t describe the severity of that song,the lyrics,the passion behind it when Beyonce was singing it.

I guess we felt that way because we both related to the song,and I am guessing any other girl can relate too to the song. (Yes, I am only speaking for ladies only here)

Listening to the song made me realise that, as much as we shove it under the carpet like it is nothing,we learned and grew from it but nothing takes away the scar of someone cheating on you...especially when you are giving your entire self and life to them..even when there probably isn’t anything much,your mind starts wondering and racing. It is sad and it hurts.

Even hurts more to make someone who is so beautiful,so beautifully minded,hearted and spirited,to even wonder what it is they are not giving or when someone they are giving their soul to seems to not be satisfied by so much. Never mind brains hey,a whole heart full of love,charisma and spirit...all of that for a quick come on some filthy girl. Not cool at all

I guess we learn from our experiences. I may not be perfect myself but one thing I know about myself is that I will NEVER make someone pay the price for being a loving significant other.

Anyway,do listen to the song so that you’ll get an idea of what I am talking about

Love and lipgloss

xxxx

I LOVE MY JOB ON BIG BROTHER

Working for Big Brother has and still is a great experience I would not trade for anything. Being watched by the whole of Africa is something so phenominal.

Basically I am like the new age lottery girl,I am that girl who does random nominations every Sunday for the show....so like I kind of have the power to choose who leaves the house...lucky me LOL!

Its been a great experience,it might look small to you but i definately do not despise my small beginnings. I see all of this s a working progress.

Here is a clip that will show you a bit of what I do every Sunday night.

Love and lipgloss
xxxxx

Zambia trip

The Zambia trip was not only work but it completely changed my life and I am saying thank you to Jo-ann Strauss.

I went to Zambia for the Jo-Ann Strauss presenter search competition because I had made it to the top 4 and boy did I not have the time of my life, it was beyond magical. I learned a lot about the television industry and myself as a whole.
Life changing is very big and that’s what happened to me.I realised that I am building block that fits into a much larger picture that will make this country work and I appreciate where I come from more. And I have also realised that life is too short for trivial things.

I appreciate the space that I am in mentally now because I now realize that self image goes way deeper than what lies on the surface and what people perceive of it and I am only as good as I am and my limitations are often self inflicted. There are many opportunities out there and they are waiting to be seized and only if you are positive and driven will you conquer and I honestly see wonders in me.
Jo-Ann and Bonang shared a whole lot of things and the most important thing about what they shared was MY take on it. And this was my take...

Friends are friends, some will be in your line of work..some will be completely out. It is certain attributes in a person that we look for and will attract us to them. It is always harder to have close friends that want the same thing as you, jealousy will always suffice because they will always be in a competition and there’s bound to be winners and losers and people do not always posses the necessary maturity to rise above certain failures in life. In fact, some people go through their lives competing so hard for the same things as their friends that they completely lose themselves. So with that being said,I am reviewing the relationships I have in my life,some I will need to cut and some I will need to grow and it is surely not a difficult thing to do.

I now know that I am capable of more and not afraid of challenging myself to greatness
Thank you to Jo-Ann for this AMAZING opportunity. I appreciate her so much and may God elevate her every being. I now know that I am not short of role models and mentors

Love and lipgloss
xxxxx

SELF TALK

I think all of us are familiar with the whole ‘self talk thing', Where we find ourselves rethinking situations in our heads and Just thinking about how we should have said this and that instead of such and such, and the more you think about that situation...the more it aggravates your anger even more.

Self talk is dangerous, because we believe only what is wrong in our lives. We believe what Satan and other people say about us, Which leads to buttered emotions and you start telling yourself that you are a failure and that you are lonely and you are miserable.

We feel that we don’t measure up because we think someone out there has a better life than ourselves, Here is what I am telling you now....

YOU NEED TO LEARN THE SECRET TO BE CONTENT.

God has made you who you are and you should celebrate who you are because at the end of the day, it is not what people say TO YOU, it is what YOU say to YOU.

God has said in His word: “You are the apple of my eyes”, so why be desperate for love?

It is up to you to engage in self talk to say and actually comprehend that God loves you.

Look within yourself and face yourself. Define what’s meaningful to you because there is nothing more rewarding than leading a purpose driven life. Define what love, relationships and happiness means to YOU personally.

I have found my key ingredient to happiness J,and may YOURS grow and enrich you.

May you all engage in positive self talk.

Love and Lipgloss

xxxx

DEANDRE BRACKENSICK!!!!! THIS MAN ROCKS MY EVERY BEING! SUCH TALENT

I was watching American Idols today,the contentsants were to peform songs by Whitney and Stevie Wonder. So this beautiful young man perfomed a track by Stevie Wonder. I was BLOWN AWAY!!! I HAVE NEVER ACTUALLY!!!, what a voice,I even got chills while watching peformance.

Here is a clip of his peformance. Be blown away ;)