BUHLIOLOGY

BUHLIOLOGY....A SUBJECT THAT I HAVE BEEN MAJORING IN

For the past few weeks, I have decided to hibernate in Bubuville, it was very much needed and as i was doing that I did a whole lot of de-cluttering when it comes to the people i keep in my life. And can i tell you that its been wonderful doing that thus far.

I took time out to experience the presence of God and withdraw from the presence of other people, and in doing so...God has been revealing through vision what He wants me to do because I gave Him my life and the work that He does in me He will see it, finish it until Jesus comes.(Sorry for going all Christian on you guys lol, just had to).  I can’t tell you how much I’ve grown as an individual, getting rid of toxic associations and just getting to know myself as a whole. And I must say, I have learned a lot about myself and still learning. So while I am at it, I shall continue to let my gifts slice everything in the atmosphere, and to always shine beyond any negativity, and know that there is NO competition to win a trophy because there are enough blessings for all of us.

And lastly, to go be what I was born to be, stand firm and DO ME!! And I WILL be happy because happiness is the BEST elixir for me.

Love and Lipgloss

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Resentment

         

I remember this one time,my friend and I were heading to lunch,as I was driving I decided to play my favourite Beyonce album of all times,Bday. Then we played a track called “resentment”,the silence in the car while the song was playing....we only had *sigh* moments because we couldn’t describe the severity of that song,the lyrics,the passion behind it when Beyonce was singing it.

I guess we felt that way because we both related to the song,and I am guessing any other girl can relate too to the song. (Yes, I am only speaking for ladies only here)

Listening to the song made me realise that, as much as we shove it under the carpet like it is nothing,we learned and grew from it but nothing takes away the scar of someone cheating on you...especially when you are giving your entire self and life to them..even when there probably isn’t anything much,your mind starts wondering and racing. It is sad and it hurts.

Even hurts more to make someone who is so beautiful,so beautifully minded,hearted and spirited,to even wonder what it is they are not giving or when someone they are giving their soul to seems to not be satisfied by so much. Never mind brains hey,a whole heart full of love,charisma and spirit...all of that for a quick come on some filthy girl. Not cool at all

I guess we learn from our experiences. I may not be perfect myself but one thing I know about myself is that I will NEVER make someone pay the price for being a loving significant other. 

Anyway,do listen to the song so that you’ll get an idea of what I am talking about

Love and lipgloss

xxxx

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