BEST THING THAT I DID FOR MYSELF WAS TAKING OFF MY MASK,AND START BEING UNAPOLOGETIC FOR WHO I REALLY AM
I came to the realisation that I am not perfect and me not being perfect made me enjoy every minute of it because with every mistake I make,I grow from it and become wiser.
I am 23 years of age,and I have spent half of my life wanting to be "cooler",wanting to be surrounded by the coolest people...and when that eventually happened,I realised that it was not me and began to tell myself the truth...that I was desperate for approval,I bought into everyone elses opinion but mine and I hardly listened to my own. I was just an in authentic version of myself.
I am not saying I am a black sheep or I am a venomous person towards other people,but I am going to out myself right now by confessing that my life,personality,relationship are far from perfect. As much as I have a whole lot to be grateful for...I am still trying to find my feet in all of it.
But I know,at the end of the day...my imperfections and my faults will all connect me to my true being...slowly but surely.
So,here is my list of my imperfect self
I get stressed and anxious
I get angry
I get Jealous(this only happens when it comes to my boyfriend)
I cry
I've made mistakes
I fight with my boyfriend
I get insecure
I get frustrated
I think little of myself
I don't put myself first.
There it is. Made a decision to share this with you because I myself,am not perfect and pretending to be something that I am not will not serve me at the end of the day. Trying to fit in and being perfect is exhausting so I would just rather be myself and play my role the best way I can,and by doing that...I will eventually not see my lists as fault but rather look at the list as me being human.
Like many other people...I battle to get it all together and when life throws me with a curve ball...I get up and dust myself up and start again....or continue where I left off.
So do yourself a favour and recommit to making your health and well being your number one priority
And be unapologetic about who you really are.
Do you want to out yourself with your imperfections? If so,do share them with me on this post. Acknowledge yourself for being you
Love and lipgloss
Xxx
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beautiful writing! you should write more, i always enjoy reading.
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