Thank you world for making me feel like a trempled rose, but i also thank you for building me while you’re at it.
Three things i have learnt about life today:
1. Life edifies you
2. Life challenges you
3. Life encourages you
Today I just allowed myself to cry, just cry, because I did not want to escape the way I felt by altering my mind with “alcohol” and getting myself inebriated, I wanted to be very much aware of the situation because awareness heals, awareness is truly whole and healing is fundamentally a return to wholeness, and there is just something about the holy ghost that has activated after you’ve cried, and it is a wonderful feeling...you feel alive.
And To be most alive is to be in bliss, and when you are in that state, everything feels possible, your body is no longer a burden, you feel light as air.
It is amazing how my God always shields me from ‘kak’! , how when you cannot trace His hand but you can ALWAYS trust His heart and I am truly thankful for that.
So lesson learnt, people do not owe me anything, they are not God, I now know my place and i have secured it.
I am now becoming a better woman even when no one is watching.
I will also trust Gods promises because Modimo a se motho, because when God says He would do something for me, He is NOT going to do something that is new in TIME but He is going to do something that is new in KIND. (Hope you get my statement)
That is all I have to share tonight.
Love and Lipgloss
xxxxx
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